I was driving home from another long day of workouts and training the troops. Yes, I am a drill instructor. I am usually on the base, most of the time, but sometimes I need to get away. I have a one-bedroom apartment I keep in town. The rent is cheap and I can have my little flings, then move on.
I am not married, not any more, which is a good thing for both of us. To be perfectly frank, we travel in different directions. I make time for sex but I don't have time for love. Life works for me, I am not interested in women. Too much heartache. I am not looking to be a Daddy again. With the two kids I have, I can take care of them and life works out.
I have concluded that I am gay. No need to tell my superiors. I don't let my two worlds collide. I have only a few years left and then it will be smooth sailing from there.
It was nearing sundown when I pulled in to the park. I sat in my car smoking another camel stud and waited for someone, anyone to pull up next to my car. I was kind of hoping it would be Maverick (I don't know if that is his name.). He was a kid of twenty-two and he looked eighteen. He had long wavy black hair and a hard body to go with it. I like men smaller in frame in comparison to myself. It is not that I won't have sex with someone that is my size. It is not a control issue; I just like the way smaller-framed men can climb mine.
Maverick made this man of forty-one feel like a king. I sat thinking of last weekend with him and the way he used his little ass on my cock. I was harder the more I thought about him. If Maverick showed, which I hoped he would, this would be our forth weekend in a row. He was supposed to meet me here at six. It was nearing seven. I was hungry and there did not seem to be many other men out looking. I was just about ready to drive off, leave the park and go to a restaurant. And then after, go see what was happening at the gay bars. Finally, he walked up next to my car.
"Hey, stranger long time no see! What you been doing with your sexy self!" Maverick said as he reached his hand in and patted my shoulder.
"Ah, you know working hard, thinking about last week with you. I am glad to see you made it. I was just getting ready to leave. I wish you had a phone number." I said as I looked at him with some annoyance.
"Sorry I am late. I could not use my dad's car. He was drinking and being a real dick like most Fridays. I am sorry about not having a phone number, living at home has its down falls!" He said as I looked up and saw that his eye was black and blue.
"Did he hit you?" I said trying not to get angry. This was a gentle kid, he did not deserve this, and it pissed me off. I had to bite my tongue before I said something stupid that I would regret later.
"Yes, but never mind that. I am alright. He is an asshole and just as soon as I can get a better job I will be moving out." He said as he smiled at me with those dark blue eyes.
"Good, you can do it now if you want. My apartment stays empty most of the time and I do not have anyone that I bring there on a regular basis. I am only there a couple weekends a month."
"I am not for sale. I hope you know that. I really like being with you Jack!" He said as he looked at me with pride in his eyes.
"That's not what I meant. I am not looking to buy. I just think you are a good person and don't deserve to be abused. Get in the car and let's go eat, I am hungry."
"I might think about it, the apartment. Dinner sounds good!" He said as he walked around the other side of the car."
"The place only has one bed... I do not have much else. I only use the place once a week, sometimes not at all. I am not there much...what I am saying is that we are not, you know, a couple. You can bring people in if you want. Make it your place if you need."
"I don't sleep around with every guy I meet at the park. I mean I am not a swinging door. I have a few guys I see once in awhile when I am horny. I go to their place. Thank you, it could happen." He said with a smile as I drove towards the Outback steakhouse. I was going to treat him to a good supper.
We sat down and ordered one of those deep fried onions as an appetizer. We both ordered chicken as our main course. After we had a few more beers, he ran his foot up and down my crotch as he sat across from me. I got so horny from it and I suggested we leave. He looked hot in the short cutoffs he was wearing.
As we were leaving he suddenly looked like he was going to cry.
"What's wrong?"
"I am just upset. I am sick of my Dad and not making enough money!"
"I told you, my place is open and sits empty most of the time. Please take the offer."
"He threw me out tonight. All he let me take was what I had on. He said I could score a dude dressed this way, that he hated his faggot son!"
"Fuck him! You won't need anything he has to offer. You are a better man than he will ever be. Let me buy you some clothes." I said as I looked at him and pulled into a mall.
"Dude, I told you I am not for sale! I have my pride!" Maverick said as I turned off the car.
"I told you I am not buying you. Consider it a gift to you... someone I like very much." I said as I smiled at him.
"Jack, careful I could fall in love... with you!" He said with a crooked smile.
"Would that be a bad thing?" I said and shrugged my shoulders.
"Not for me, it would not, but what about you...and your career?"
"Let's take one thing at a time. You need some clothes and I need a friend for now." I said as we got out of the car and headed to the men's apparel in Dillard's department store. We looked through many racks. I picked a few things out I liked. He had a style all his own. I decided it was best to let him get what he wanted.
"Get clothes for a week. That includes everything you need, don't worry about the money. I want you to have nice clothes so you can better yourself. And you are so good-looking, you need to be dressed that way.
"Are you sure, everything? Work clothes and all?"
"I said everything you need. I have no bills except child support, nothing and no one to spend my money on." I said in my drill sergeant voice.
I sat down and watched him try on tons of clothes. He had finally finished getting all he wanted and needed. It felt good to take care of someone again. He got a couple pairs of shoes. I liked his choice in underwear. I was sure he was going to look good in them. I also made him get all the toiletries and accessories to make him look good. Then I saw a nice leather jacket and I put it with the other stuff. When we finished, I placed my credit card on the counter. The bill was big but it did not matter to me. I felt good making him smile. Maybe I was falling for this cute guy.
"Dude, that is way too much money! I can put some back."
"No, you won't put anything back. I told you I have plenty of money. I never spend any, so please make me happy and take it."
"Ok, but again I am not for sale. I am no ones bitch!"
"I will never treat you that way...ever!"
"I am taking you on your word... if you do, I am gone!"
The woman at the counter looked at us as if we had lost our minds. She rang up our stuff, not saying a word to us other than thank you and come again. I know she had an issue with us showing each other verbal affection. I wanted to kiss him there but I was scared. I was still in my uniform. I had to conduct myself as a soldier in public wearing my uniform.
As we rode towards my apartment, he reached over and unzipped my pants. Reaching in, he took my cock out and gently massaged me to firmness. I was enjoying the hand job very much as I shifted the gears and tried to keep my focus on the road. He leaned under the steering wheel and took my firm cock in his mouth. The feeling was intense. I am glad it was dark because a cop car passed as he was sucking me off. I could not help myself. With the excitement of driving and him sucking on my cock, I shot my load down his throat. He leaned up. I could see cum glistening on his lips.
"Dang, that was quick!" He smiled and said.
"Yes, I have not had sex since last week and that was with you. I guess I was a little horny."
"It's cool, I got what I wanted."
"What's that?"
"Your tasty cum!"
"You're bad!"
"Yes, I am bad. What are you going to do to a bad boy like me?" He said seductively as he jerked on my softening cock.
"There are lots of things I can think of to punish a bad boy. You will just have to wait and see."
"Ah, get home fast! Punish me, punish me...please."
He tucked my cock back inside my pants and zipped it up safely as I turned the corner that led to my apartment. We got out and headed inside my rather empty apartment. When we got inside the apartment, he looked around and saw I only had a small thirteen-inch TV with one chair and a folding table for my many microwave dinners I ate when here.
"I guess I did not really look at this place when I was here before. You are correct, there is nothing here."
"You think? It has just been me and only for a few days a month. I do have a nice bed, you want to see it?"
"I have seen it and it is the nicest thing in this place. Besides you, of course."
"Thanks, in the morning we will go get some nice shit to make this place a home, ok?"
"Can I decorate it?"
"Anything you want to do to make this place home!"
"Really? Make it home?"
"Yes and your home."
"Careful, I could love you!"
"Like I said, is that a bad thing?"
"No, it is not!"
I stood there looking at him and his gentle smile. I was probably already in love, I just could not say it. It would be awhile before I would. For now, I would just get to know him better. Yesterday I was alone in the world - today I let someone in to conquer my defenses. Letting my guard down ... to care again.
I took his handsome face in my hands as I leaned down to kiss him. He was only five-foot-six inches tall compared to my six-foot-two inches. We fit nice together. I loved the muscles on his arms. He was not huge or muscle bound and he had a nice, lean, tight body. He excited me as no one else had for sometime. I could spend a lifetime with him and half of another. I kissed his neck as we embraced in the empty front room of my apartment. We held each other like this for what seemed an eternity.
"Something is growing again. I wonder what it is?" Maverick whispered in my ear as we held each other.
"Perhaps it's a grenade?" I said as I kissed his neck harder.
"Silly man, you know what it is! Let's go take a shower. I do hope you have a shower?"
"Silly boy, you know I do. We, you know... fucked in it last week!"
"Ah yes, what a cock!"
We walked towards the bedroom, dropping clothes as we walked past the unmade bed that we made love in last week. We were naked by the time we made it into the bathroom. He was beautiful. His hair curled in black loops that fell down onto his face; so different from my own military cut. I was glad he was different. I was not looking for another me.
"Why are you called Maverick?"
"Because of my wild side and perhaps, my hair. My grandmother started calling me that. We are Native American from the Apache tribe, at least on my Mother's side...my father is a mixture. He doesn't even know what his origin is.
"What is your real name?"
"Ruben, and please don't ever call me that. I hate it that it is my Dad's name too."
"Ok, Maverick, I won't ever call you Ruben!"
"Yuck, just the sound of someone saying it makes me queazy."
"Ruben, Ruben, Ruben," I said to be a smart ass.
"Excuse me, you do want sex, right?" He said with his finger extended.
"Yes, very much so. I won't say it again!"
"Good! Because the man that carries that name is a mean, fat old fuck. I do not want to be known by his name." He said that as he turned on the shower and stepped in.
Without another word, I stepped in behind him. I watched the water rolling down his body. Picking up a sponge and putting some liquid soap on it, I began to wash his body. His nipples were rigid as I moved my thumb and forefinger around them, pinching them firmly as he squirmed with pleasure.
He pushed his back into me, making me feel his tight firm ass hit my abs. I reached down the front of him and took a hold of his nice firm cock. He arched his back as my other hand remained on his nipple. I then kissed his neck, gently biting his flesh with my open mouth. I could tell I was heating him up the way he moved his tiny frame up and down, making his cock move in and out of my clasped hand.
"Ah, Jack that feels good! I want you in me! "
"Maverick, I want to be in you," I said as I parted his ass cheeks with my hand, pushing my finger inside the tight crevice of his firm ass. He responded by pushing back on my finger.
"Please never leave me soldier!" He said as I pushed the head of my cock inside his ass. As the water poured down on us, I fucked his tight hole. His ass made me feel good. He knew how to move and tighten the muscles inside around the shaft of my cock.
"I love you, Soldier I really do." He whispered as my cock went in him deeper.
"I...I Love you too!" I whispered back. It was hard for me to get the words out but it came out easier then I thought it would. Yes, I did love him. He was all I thought about in my off time, even my work time.
I could not get down to the park quick enough to be with him. I felt a pain in my chest when I thought he was not coming. I was happy to see him when he got there. I was angry when he was hurt. Yes, I needed him. I did not want to be alone anymore and I did not want to be with anyone else. I was used to being alone in life. I had not needed anyone except for sex. I wanted him for more then just the sex.
I began to pump in and out of him faster, harder with each thrust. I needed to cum. His cock was still in my hand as I worked my cock in and out of his ass. He pushed back on me as I fucked him harder. Every bit of passion I had ever felt for another was there as I moved in and out. I felt his cock tense in my hand as my cock shot inside his ass. His own orgasm hit the shower wall. I collapsed against him as the water poured down just barely warm as the hot water was running out.
"Oh, Jack you said you loved me. I hope you weren't playing with me."
"I do love you, Maverick, I really do."
"I love you too, Jack, I really do.
We made love throughout the night; making each other feel pleasure that only two people in love can feel. I woke before my sleeping boy. It is natural for me to be up early and take a run. On my way back I stopped and bought breakfast and a couple cups of coffee.
"Wake up, sleepy head, we have some shopping to do. Remember we have to make this our home." I said as I lay next to him and kissed his forehead then his lips.
"Our home, make it our home?" He said half awake.
"Yes, that is what I said. You never have to leave unless you want to and I hope you never leave. Please share your life with me. I have been alone too long. I need you and I love you."
"Jack, only as long as I am not your bitch but your partner. I would be more than happy to live with you." He said as he smiled up at me.
"You will never be my bitch, only my equal and my lover."
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